Have you ever feel so tired that you wanna cry, then you begin to blame every single one around you. Then you see how boring this world is.

I'm on that stage. Where I can see all of the audiences are encouraging me to go through this but I can't hear every single word they said.
I mistaken them as bad words. Thinking that they left me in this boring place. Alone. Saying boo everytime I make mistakes.

And I can't run away from this kingdom of bad thoughts that my mind's built.

I wanna go..run..

So I can see everything outside this kingdom of mind is actually beauty.