Conversation #3

Girl : Gimana kalo tiba-tiba ketemu? All in sudden.

Mind : Why don't you just face it? He won't bite, will he?

Nice to see my mind has grown a little bit wiser. You know, mind, how deep I hate you, I still love you.

[And the mind answers; "I'm worth the love."]

Just like; whatever.

Girl : Halah cowok, deketin banyak orang dulu tar kalo ada yang suka langsung mau.

Mind : Semuanya?

Girl : Iyalah.

Mind : Kecuali?

Girl : Someone in past? 

Mind : HAHA.

But like really, he's the best I could ever met. Ask The Fate why am I not the best he could ever met. Haha. Kidding! Live your life and I'll live mine. God bless.




[P.S.: salahkan sepeda motor di depanku yang plat nomer belakangnya...udahlah, another coincidence, maybe?]

Conversation. Again.

....

Girl: Ya nggak mungkin lah. Whose stupid will do that?

Mind: Yours.

Girl: You stupid. 

[Shutting the Mind down]

Took place, again, in my head, hours ago. Di tempat parkir sekolah, kemudian ngakak sendirian sambil ngomel dalam hati.

[Then think, I would really like to marry my own Mind. He's funny, I think]

Mind: Don't you like it when he's around?

Girl: ...sort of, maybe?

Mind: Nah!

Girl: Ah but you know how am I. That's what always weaken me.

Mind: You hate being weak, don't you?

Girl: Maybe.

Mind: And that's what weaken you.

Girl: ...

This conversation took place in my head just hours ago. And just like what always happen in another conversation, I was speechless. Sometimes it's really hard to be a stubborn girl if your mind does never stay under your command and plan a betrayal.

Maybe it's the weather..I don't really bother... :|